Crazying?

I lost again...
Where I know I shouldn't go..
I didn't thing of the consequence and go ahead,
Finally I lost the way,
Which is under expectation..

I miss him..
Who I suppose not to..
But i really miss him, quite often..
Especially when he is not around..
Finally I forget another him sometimes,
Who is always beside me.


Maybe one day,
I will madness..
Totally out of control,
Even my body, my mind, my soul..

Haha..
Am I deserved it?
God~~~~~~~~~~~~~~