Stupid thing....

Stupid!!!
I did something wrong again...

I thought alcohol is a good excuse to allow me to do that,
I thought alcohol might give me a good explanation to forgive myself,
I thought.. I thought....

I shouldn't SMS him,
I shouldn't make the call,
I shouldn't tried to call again and again....

Stupid!
Alcohol is not an excuse and not an explanation..

Oh no,
I recorrect!
Alcohol is an excuse to let you cheat yourself,
Stupid!!!

I hate what I did,
I hate those stupid behavior,
I hate I am an idiot!

I hate myself..
With my stupid thinking..
I hate.. I hate.. :(