Tell me why...

Tell me why,
why you like to play cheat?

Tell me why,
why you go out with girls and lie to me again and again?

why you can kiss a girl you don't like?

Tell me why,
why you can went clubbing with her - a married woman - but never feel guilty?

Tell me why,
why you can took those photos with her if you said you still love me?


Why? Tell me why please! :'(

happy or not?

I am happy..
I thought I am happy..
I thought.. I am happy?

Better and better life!

I guess, that's the time to game over..
I have a different life, and lifestyle now,
We seldom to contact ( maybe should say lost contact?),
But I believe, it might be a good solution/good way for us!

My life is more peaceful than last time,
Not sure if it is because of my breakout,
Turn my concern point.

But I hope...
My life will be better and better! :)

LoveLife!

Nut lady

It's time to say goodbye?
I guess it is, but seem like I am wrong..

I don't love him as before,
but why I still will want to rely on him?
Ya, I know why...
Nut lady!

Hated Pimples..

Hormone imbalance, and pimples breakout on my face~
Arh~ I hate them!

Unbelievable, my life is still going on..
YES, I am still here.

Sometimes, I doubt of my ability for living
especially when I see some old folks,
I wonder how do they life? How do they pass everyday?

I don't know how far I can go, and I have totally no idea about this.
Yet, I am wondering how to make my life more meaningful and more fun?

Big changes in my life

Didn't update my blog for an age..
My life changed,
yeah, a big big changes.

Neither them I mentioned is with me, but I'm with another him.
It sounds weird?
May be.

The biggest changes is, I am now staying with the new guy,
to start my new life.
I even had a little him/her, but I forced to let him/her go.
What a shocked in my life!

I am trying to fit myself in the new life,
and I wish, I met the right man.

Love.

Willing to do so?

What are the situation between I and them?
I have no idea actually...

Confusing...
As I am unlikely to be more closer with them
Was I too nervous? Or why I just feel uncomfortable?
I love them, atleast I feel that I care of them, I miss them, and I would like to hear their voice...
But why I refused for the next step? Such as a France's kiss?

One of him cannot commit with me now,
As he is still working hard and earning more.
One of him already in a commitment,
Impossible to give me any promise.

Sometimes I found that I am lost..
I doubt, why I still willing to get into this situation?
Why?