Spare

Body fat spared for energy..
Saving spared for emergency..
Tires spared for cars..

But am I ..
Just a spare, in your life?

Oh dear..I hope I'm not..
Please, tell me that..
I'm NOT!!

Waiting

Waiting..
I'm waiting..
But what I'm waiting for?

A call?A message?
A coffee? Or a cookie?

Either or neither,
But I'm waiting...
Waiting for Nothing..

Happying

Ya ya ya..
Knock knock knock..
I'm keeping to tell myself,
I'm Happy! I'm Happy! I'm Happy!

Doctor said,
The medicine can make me back to my way,
Experienced bro told me,
It can make become jovial and expansive.
I believe it!

Happy Happy Happy..
Treat me a coffee and I'll smile to you..
^_*

Alone Night..

Sleepy..
I slept about or more than 8 hours last night,
But tire still .

Had a hot drink,
To make my hand warm, and my body as well.

Tonight, i am going alone again.
I get use to it,
But today..
i hope someone can accompany me,
To have a nice dinner,
Anyone?

Eat ? or Sleep?
Either one, or Neither one.

Disgusting

Again, my heart beat faster,
I went to a corner..
inhale..exhale..
inhale..exhale..

breath, breath, breath,
doctor asked me to remind myself,
breath breath breath...
Yes, doctor asked me to remind,
Funny?
Think maybe i always forgot to do so?

Listening music while jogging,
exhausting all "unwanted" energy after work.

Arrrrh.. medicine again..
Disgusting, when i step in my room and see those medicine..
Yiak, i wanna vomit,
But what I can do?

Can I stop it, doctor?
Can my health be back?
Or the easiest way, can you stop my breath?