The Life..Without you!

I am trying to get use to the life..
Without your voice, without your face..
Without everything about you or yourssssss..
Without you!

Step by step,
I think I almost get use to it..

But, you are still in my mind,
Since my mind not so keen to forget you..

She scare the life without you,
She hate the life without you.

But, I am trying,
Trying to pursue my mind,
Trying the life..
Without you!

Warming needed!

Cold weather..
I squeeze my fingers and my toes,
Trying to keep the body warm.

Had medicine just now,
But don't know why, my mood still down?
Doctor said this frequency will decrease and decrease..
I admit too, and I hope I can live happily without medicine as soon as possible.

I burnt my hand yesterday,
Still ache and shown red..
But the cold keeping disturb me

Hugging the hot bottle,
I hope i can get some warm from somebody,
Can I?

Helling

I dropped myself into hell again
While i back to Earth..

I thought It gonna to be stop soon,
But yet it turn over and remain the same.

I lied..
I despise myself
What the hell are you doing, my dear?
You know what will cause, right?

Oh dear..
Wake Up!!
I hope you know the way to wake up yourself one day..

Ending?

Is this an ending?
A good ending between us..

Wow..
It's sound good,
But why am I still sad?
Why I was crying?
Why insomnia last night?
Why am I annoying to move?

Maybe I just need time?
Yes, more time to get use to..
Maybe..

Nothing will be forever,
At least..
I failed to pursue myself to believe it, now ...